Saturday, April 18, 2009

Candle in the Blog

Current Song: Candle in the Wind by Elton John

Current Mood: Never knowing who to cling to...

When I die, I'd like my grave to simply say: "Lived his life like a Candle in the Wind." Or maybe: "His legend burned out long before the legend ever did." OR: "Marilyn was found in the nude."

I'm going to get a tattoo of Elton John on my lower back.

I wish I had friends.

Can you feel the blog tonight?

Current Song: Can you feel the love tonight by Elton John

Current Mood: Wondering...

Is there something wrong with me? Can I feel the love tonight? I must be missing something because apparently it's enough to let kings and vagabonds believe the very best.

And yet I sit here, not believing the very best.

I am no king... nor vagabond... simply a man.

Goodbye Yellow Brick Blog

Current Song: Goodbye Yellow Brick Road by Elton John

Current Mood: Wishing...

I keep following this mythical path, this mythical yellow brick road. I think that's where my problems have stemmed from... that I keep following this fictional future that will never exist.

Also I do consistently drink multiple vodka and tonics to get me on my feet... hmm... that actually might be a problem.

Wow, Elton is so poignant with his advice... I feel like all his songs speak directly to me. My future does lie beyond the yellow brick road.

Tiny Blogger

Current Song: Tiny Dancer by Elton John

Current Mood: Longing.

I'm still looking for my blue jean baby, my LA lady.

I guess what I'm saying is that last night as I sat back, a cool drink in my hand, thinking about the visitor I had today, counting the headlights on the highway of my dreams, it occurred to me that I still haven't let go of Martha. She's still at the front of my thoughts the entire time... that beautiful ballerina with a pirate smile.

I guess really I can't figure out where I went wrong with Martha... was it my lack of bravado in our dating life? The commitment issues I had? The fact that I would always hold her incredibly close without letting her go home until she laid me down in sheets of linen? Wait, did that happen? I can't remember anymore... MAN this is a good song.